The Way You Say My Name Ch. 02
Dillon didn”t even realize he was drumming his fingers against the scarred surface of the metal table in the dimly lit interrogation room until Megan reached across, put her hand over his, and said, “Will you knock it off already?”
“Sorry.” He put his hands in his lap. “It”s not everyday I get arrested. Guess I”m not up on prison protocol.”
“He didn”t arrest you, Dillon. Not yet, anyway.” She looked down at her watch. “I”m thinking he”s probably not going to, either. We”ve been sitting in here by ourselves for almost an hour. I think if he were gonna charge you with something, he”d have done it by now.”
Dillon snorted. “Yeah, right. And I”m thinking he”s been in there, all this time, getting Lewis”s side of the story. Your brother”s probably trying to figure out the best way to put us all behind bars.” He covered his face with his hands. “God, I am so screwed.”
The door swung open and Dillon looked up to see Brandon lounging against the door frame. “A bit melodramatic, Carver, but I”d say screwed is a pretty accurate description for the state you”re in right now.” Obviously, he”d been listening to them through the intercom. He pulled a rickety chair from against the wall and positioned it backwards against the head of the table. Straddling it, he said, “To just what degree you”re screwed depends on your explanation for what happened tonight. You wanna tell me why I was called down to investigate a possible gay bashing only to end up hauling my sister”s boyfriend in for assault? Is this your idea of taking good care of Megan? What”s next? You gonna drag her into a bar brawl down at Shorty”s Pub?”
Megan started to speak, but Dillon stopped her. “It”s okay, Megan. He”s right. I had no business dragging you into the mess I”ve made.” He turned back to face Brandon. “I owe you both an apology.” He stood up and held out his wrists. “I”m ready to be cuffed and printed, or whatever it is you guys do.”
Brandon sighed. “Sit back down, kid. First of all, I think maybe you”ve seen way to many episodes of Law and Order. Next up you”ll be demanding your one phone call. Secondly, I”m not going to arrest you, although I could book you for assault, easy. No less than six people swear they saw you cram your fist down Ben Lewis”s throat, making the entire altercation essentially your fault. Lucky for you, Mr. Lewis has declined to press charges.”
At the exact same time, Megan and Dillon both said, “Really?”
“Yep. And let me tell you, that”s no minor miracle considering the fact that Ben Lewis has an arrest record longer than my arm, and that”s just the stuff he”s been charged with since he turned eighteen. The only reason he isn”t in jail is because most of his offenses are misdemeanors. Even so, I figured he”d jump at the chance to be on the other side of the law for a change.”
“So why didn”t he press charges against me?”
“You owe James Walker for that one, kid.”
Megan grabbed hold of that. “James talked Ben out of pressing charges?”
Brandon nodded. “I wouldn”t have believed it if I hadn”t heard it for myself.” Brandon addressed his next remarks directly to Dillon. “He told Lewis that both of you were acting like a couple of “assholes”–his words, not mine–and that he should just forget about the whole thing. At first I was sure Lewis wouldn”t go for it, but James seems to have some kind of special hold over him. He agreed to let it slide.” Brandon narrowed his eyes. “Lewis agreed to let it slide, but that doesn”t mean I intend to. I want to know what”s going on, and I want to know now.”
Again, it was Megan who spoke first. “Ben insulted me, Bran. Dillon was defending me, is all.”
Brandon twisted his wedding band around on his finger. “I understand all too well the desire to protect the ones you love. Hell, when Morgan asked me to patrol that dance tonight, I insisted that Nate come with me because I can hardly stand to have him out of my sight. He”s in my office right now, waiting for me, and I want nothing more than to wrap this whole mess up so I can get back to him.” He looked directly at Dillon. “If you tell me right now that this grand passion you feel for my sister motivated you to rush to her defense, we”ll chalk this one up to young love and call it a night.” Dillon knew he was being offered an easy out, and part of him was dying to take it. He could agree with everything Brandon Nash just said and be done with it. But a larger part of him– the part that was tired of lying and hiding all the time–wouldn”t stand for it. He was surprised at how calm his voice sounded when he said, “I am in love, Sheriff, but not with Megan.” When Brandon”s expression started to change, he rushed out, “Don”t get me wrong. I love Megan.” He half turned and gave her a weak smile. “She”s the best friend a guy could ask for, and I did freak out when Lewis insulted her. But loving her and being “in love” with her are two different things.” He cleared his throat. “I can”t be in love with Megan because that spot belongs to someone else.” He took a deep breath and jumped head first out of the closet. “I”m in love with James Walker. I have been for almost four years, and I will be for the rest of my life.”
To Brandon”s credit, he didn”t so much as flinch. He turned to his sister. “Megan, go down to my office and tell Nate to come here, please.”
“Bran–”
“Just do it, Meggie. Nate”s a lot better with this stuff than I am.” He rubbed his hand over his face and stood up. “I”m gonna check and see if there”s any fresh coffee. The stronger the better. I”m guessing this is gonna be one hell of a story, and I think we”re all gonna need a shot of caffeine before we”re through.”
#
Ben and Jamie sat side by side on a bench outside Deputy Sam Whit”s office. Whit, the sheriff”s right hand man, gave both of them a long, hard look. “Did both you boys get in touch with your folks?” As if he suddenly remembered that neither of them actually had parents, Sam said, “I, uh. . .what I meant was, do you both have someone coming to pick you up and sign you out.”
Ben just shrugged, but Jamie said, “Yes, sir. My aunt”s on her way to get me, and Ben”s foster mom said she”d be down here in a sec.”
Sam nodded. “Good. I”ll be in my office finishing up the paperwork. Have both ladies come in and sign before you leave.” He went inside and shut the door, leaving them basically alone.
Ben waited until he was sure Sam was gone before turning to Jamie and saying, “I”m sorry about this, J. I hope I didn”t get you into any trouble with your aunt.”
“Nah. For an old lady, she”s actually kinda cool. She didn”t sound too thrilled on the phone, but I don”t think she”ll stay mad for long.” He paused. “Ben?”
Ben sighed. “Let me guess. You wanna know why I kissed you?”
Jamie nodded. “I figure you did it to piss Dillon off.”
“That”s part of it. I”ve seen the way he watches you, J. The guy”s still got a thing for you, but he hasn”t got the balls to do anything about it. I wanted him to see what he was missing.”
Jamie leaned his head back against the wall and closed his eyes. “Considering the fact that he and Megan are practically engaged, I doubt he”s missing anything I could give him.” He opened his eyes and turned his head back towards Ben. “You said part of the reason you kissed me was to get at Dillon. What”s the other part?”
Ben took a deep breath. “I did it because I love you.” He must have seen the alarm on Jamie”s face because he said, “Not like that. I know Carver”s the only one for you. God only knows why, but he is.” He moved his fingers down his left leg and tugged at the rip in his jeans. “I know you”ll always have a thing for him. Why do you think I let him get away with punching me like that instead of frying his ass? I dropped the charges because I knew it”s what you wanted me to do.” His lowered his voice so that Jamie had to strain just to hear him. “But I do love you, J. Like a friend.” He shook his head. “No, more like a brother.” He ran his hand over his face. “Damn. I”m no good with all this mushy shit. I just wanted you to know how I feel about you. You”ve meant more to me than anyone else ever has. Or ever could.”
“What about the guy you”re seeing?”
Ben shrugged. “No. I don”t know, maybe. I think I could love him, if I tried, but right now it”s not about that with us. We give each other a good time, but he”ll never mean to me what you do.” Ben grimaced. “Besides, when he finds out the truth about me, he”ll be history.”
It was Jamie”s turn to shake his head. “I don”t buy that. You couldn”t help what that prick C.P.S. sent you to live with made you do. If your boy dumps you because of something you were forced to do, he doesn”t deserve you.”
“I”m not talking about that, although, God knows what Burke made me do is bad enough.” He focused his eyes on Jamie”s face. Jamie got the feeling he was looking for something, but he had no clue what it could be. Ben said, “You have no idea what”s inside me, J. What I”m capable of. I”ve seen and done things that would make you sick to your stomach. And not just when I was living with Burke. If you knew even half of it, you”d walk away from me and never look back.”
“Ben–”
Ben held up his hand. “No, let me finish. Knowing you, you probably wouldn”t turn your back on me. You”ve stood by me through everything else. Two shoplifting arrests and a bust for that joint I had in my pocket during shop class. You even took up for me when I got suspended for chucking those smoke bombs in the girl”s bathroom a couple weeks back.”
Jamie snickered. “Actually, I thought that one was downright genius on your part. Tina Marks came running out with her panties down around her ankles screaming “Fire” at the top of her lungs.”
Ben laughed, too, but it quickly faded. “That”s my point. No matter what I do, you”re always there for me. You”ve never let me down, not ever.” He got quiet for a minute, and Jamie could almost swear he saw tears in Ben”s eyes. Before he had a chance to say anything, Ben straightened up on the bench and said, “Damn. I hope Nora gets here soon. I told my boy I”d meet him before midnight. It”s got to be going on eleven already.”
“You”re meeting him tonight?”
“Yep.”
“Where?”
“You know the old Tanner Textile Mill?”
Jamie shuddered. “You mean that run-down old factory? It”s been closed for what, ten years? Place is bound to be crawling with rats.” Ben laughed. “I forgot all about your rat phobia. But as it so happens, we don”t meet in the factory itself. There”s an old foreman”s house on the backside of the property. We meet down there.”
“Aren”t you worried about getting caught?”
“Not really. My, uh . . . friend”s family owns the whole place. They only use it for a tax write off, and they never go down there, so it”s completely private. They keep the electricity on at both the factory and at the house, so I don”t freeze my ass off while we”re, well, you know.”
Jamie did. He had a sudden picture in his mind of Ben, bent over a faceless boy, thrusting into him the way Dillon once had done with his own body. He felt the blood rush to his face and heard Ben say, “Whatever you”re thinking must be hot as hell. You look almost sunburned.”
Before Jamie had a chance to answer him, he heard the sound of heels clattering against the tile flooring. He looked up to see Aunt Sadie barreling towards them. She wore the same look on her face as she had the day she caught Millicent Edwards pulling an ace out of her stocking during their weekly stud poker game.
She didn”t even spare Ben a glance. “Getting hauled down to the police station like some common criminal. What”s next? Shall I get you a set of lock-picks and the number of a good bail bondsman for graduation?”
Ben spoke up. “Miss Banks, it was my fault. James didn”t do anything wrong.”
Aunt Sadie looked down her nose at him, no small feat considering they were already nose to nose, even with Ben sitting down and Sadie standing up. “I don”t, for one instant, doubt that every last bit of this is your fault, Benjamin Lewis. My mother used to say “Wrestling with dogs is a sure way to get up with fleas.” Well, you”re a mangy cur if ever I saw one, boy.”
Jamie started to interrupt her, but Ben stopped him with a subtle shake of his head. If Aunt Sadie noticed the gesture, she didn”t let on. “Do I need to speak with anyone before we can leave, Jamie?”
“Yes, ma”am.” He pointed towards Sam”s office. “Deputy Whit has some papers for you to sign.”
“Fine then. Let”s get it done so we can go home.” She knocked on the door, but opened it before Sam even said, “Come-in.”
Jamie got up, but then glanced back down at Ben. “What about Ben? Nora isn”t here yet. Couldn”t we wait until–”
The look Aunt Sadie gave him was answer enough. She stomped into Sam”s office, all but commanding Jamie to follow with her eyes. As he moved forward, Ben reached up and grabbed his hand. “Hey, J?”
“Yeah.”
“Thanks. For everything.”
Jamie nodded. Nothing else needed to be said.
#
Dillon took a long, bracing sip of the scalding coffee Brandon had passed across the table to him. He hoped the tar-like mixture would clear his head, give him some focus. All it really did was make him want to brush his teeth. Megan came back with Nate a few minutes later. Nate took one look at their faces and said, “What”s going on?”
Brandon pulled another chair away from the wall and dragged it over to the table for Nate. The look of trust and devotion on Nathan”s face as he seated himself and waited for his husband to do the same filled Dillon with a mixture of awe and despair. He was stunned by the realization that such a love between too guys was possible, but he ached with the fear that he”d blown his only chance at ever having it for himself.
Brandon reached over and took Nate”s hand. “Dillon has something he needs to tell us. I wanted you to be here to listen in.”
Nate raised his brow. “I thought this was an interrogation.”
Brandon sighed. “I could have sworn it started out that way, but apparently, I was wrong. About a lot of things, as it turns out.” He looked to Dillon. “You ready?” Dillon nodded, but then paused. He turned to look at Megan as she reseated herself by his side. “Megan, maybe it would be better if you didn”t listen in. Some of what I have to say is a little, um, personal.”
Megan waved that away. “I already know it all, anyway. How you and Jamie met and became friends. How you came out to each other. How you–” Recognition hit. “Ohhhhh. You want to talk to about sex.” She laughed when all three of them blushed in unison. “Oh, for heaven”s sake, it”s not like I don”t know what goes on between gay guys.”
Brandon growled and she laughed again, but she also stood up and grabbed her coat off the back of the chair. “Fine, Fine. I”m going.” She looked to her brother. “Do you think one of your deputies could give me a ride home?” She reached out and squeezed Dillon”s shoulder. “That is, if you don”t need me to wait outside for you.”
Dillon shook his head. “No, you go on home. You”ve already done more for me than I can ever thank you for.”
“Not true. I just did what any friend would have done.”
Brandon pointed towards the door. “Ask Dewey to take you home, Meggie. He”s on tonight.”
Megan nodded and blew both Brandon and Nate a kiss. With one last squeeze to Dillon”s arm, she left.
Once the door closed behind her, Brandon said, “Tell him.”
Dillon swallowed hard. “I”m gay, Dr. Nash.”
Nate”s eyes couldn”t possibly have gotten any bigger. “Wow. I don”t really know what to say. I think I”m speechless.”
If Nate was speechless, Brandon showed no signs of having that problem. “All right, Carver. I”m willing to give you the benefit of the doubt here, but before you tell us your story, I want to make one thing perfectly clear. If I find out you”ve hurt my sister in any way, if you”ve led her on or used her to play the straight boy while you”ve been out screwing guys behind her back, you”ll wish to God the two of us had never met.”
Nate rolled his green eyes back in his dark blond head. “I think what Bran is trying to ask in his own, ever so subtle way, Dillon, is, how long has Megan known that you”re gay? Were you up front about it with her from the start?”
Dillon traced the rim of his coffee cup with one finger. “Yes and no.” He sighed. “I know that”s not very clear. Megan and I have been friends for years. She and I are both on the student council, and we shared chairmanship of the Homecoming Dance together. She didn”t have a date, and neither did I, so she suggested we go together.” He grinned. “I told her I didn”t really want to, but you know how she is. She”s pretty darn persistent when she wants something, and for some reason, she wanted me to take her to that dance.”
Brandon said, “Persistent, huh? That”s a nice way of putting it. Pest is more like it.” But he said it with affection. “When Megan gets an idea into her head, it”s damn near impossible to change her mind.”
Nate snorted. “Gee, I wonder where she gets that from.” He ignored Brandon”s playful slap on the arm and turned his attention back to Dillon. “So, what happened? How did Megan come to know the truth?”
“Well, and I sincerely hope you don”t kick my ass for saying this Sheriff, but after the dance, she asked me to take her down to Pepper Road.” Seeing Brandon start to get up, he said, “Not that she really wanted me to take her there. That was part of her plan, to shake me up bad enough to admit the truth. When she asked me to take her down there, I freaked out and told her I couldn”t do it. That”s when she asked me point blank if I was gay. She said she”d seen the way I watched Jamie, and she”d kinda been thinking I might be. She couldn”t have planned it any better. I was so tired of keeping everything a secret, anyway, that I just broke down and told her everything.”
Nate seemed sympathetic, but Dillon could tell there was no way Brandon was gonna let it go at that. “So, Megan knows the whole story. Fine. To tell you the truth, that doesn”t surprise me. She”s a pretty sharp kid. Takes after her older brother.”
“Which one? Keith?”
Brandon gave Nate a gentle elbow to the ribs for that one and kept on talking. “As I was saying, I”m not surprised that Megan guessed your secret, but I”m still not thrilled that you used her for cover in the first place, whether she was a willing participant or not.” Dillon wasn”t sure what to say, but Nate didn”t seem to have that problem. “Weren”t you the one who dated girls in high school so no one would figure out the truth about you?”
Brandon cleared his throat. “We were not talking about me, Nathan. I believe we were talking about Dillon and Megan. And I”m still waiting to hear his side of things.”
Dillon nodded. No more time for stalling. Considering how long he”s kept all of this bottled inside with no one to confide in save Megan, he could have sworn it would be harder to talk about, but once he opened his mouth, the words just seemed to come spilling out. “I met Jamie when we were both in kindergarten, but we didn”t really start hanging out till we were in the second grade. We played on the same little league team.” He smiled. “I wasn”t the greatest player in the world, but Jamie totally reeked. His aunt put him on the team thinking it would help him make new friends, but he was so scared of the ball, he ducked every time it came at him. His aunt asked the coach to pick someone on the team to help him out, you know, get over his fear. The coach picked me.” Dillon”s face hardened. “My dad was none too happy about it. He didn”t like Jamie because his mom was a druggie and had dropped him on his aunt, but I didn”t care. We spent a whole summer working on his swing.” He laughed again. “He never did get any better at baseball, but from that moment on, we were together almost every day. Riding bikes, fishing down at Patterson Creek. We did everything together.” Dillon stared down at his hands. “At least we did until we turned fourteen and I fucked everything up.”
Still, Cole couldn’t stop eyeing the V of light-cream skin under Tod’s peach-hued skin. What beach in the world would permit Tod to wear panties under the sun? Pensive with this mystery, Cole ogled the muscle balls of Tod’s buns and the moistness of Tod’s skin. Cole allowed his eyes to slink up, and he began to relish the curves of brawn on Tod’s back.
Clearly, Cole was gayer than he thought. Why else would he be admiring the physique of a guy? The question alone brought Cole to the verge of panic.
Again, Rick knelt behind Tod. Heck, Rick didn’t even remove his black pants and white briefs the rest of the way.
Something about the animality of this brought a familiar sensation to Cole’s balls.
Rick fed his cock into Tod’s butt crack. Rick pushed, slow as a dentist’s hand inserting a mouth guard full of toothpaste into a patient’s mouth.
Tod rolled his drunken eyes. Then, he lowered his squarish chin toward the front cushion of the beige davenport.
Rick’s dick finished disappearing into the zipper of Tod’s behind.
Watching this reminded Cole of a boyhood friend spreading tales of toothed vaginas to try to keep rival lads away from girls. With Tod’s ass being a truly taboo place, Cole could only wonder if Tod had anything dangerous in there—other than what was to be normally expected.
Rick’s rumps looked like yellow-white milk turned into sculpted cheese. Rick began to pump into Tod, and the muscle threads of Rick’s duff flexed.
Cole’s birdie started to throb.
Rick plowed Tod’s chute harder.
Tod began to scrub himself underneath.
Rick heaved. “You like cock up your pooper?”
Tod turned his peach-hued face back and nodded in bobs of frenzy.
“You better because you have one hot set of hind boobs.” Rick slapped Tod’s right knocker!
Tod moaned.
“That’s what you get for fucking my wife.”
“She has one hot cunt,” Tod said.
“She does?” Rick rumbled.
“Yeah,” Tod said freshly.
“Is this how you fuck her on Friday nights?”
“Harder,” Tod growled.
“How about now?”
“Harder!” Tod howled.
Rick pistoned harder than a pestle pounding a mortar.
Tod jolted as if to a bumping bus.
“Take my fucking cock!” Rick brayed.
Back forward, Tod turned his somewhat diamond face.
Through Tod’s dishwater-blond hair, Rick zagged his fingers of light cream. “The luckiest kid in North Carolina—”
“”Off” North Carolina,” Tod corrected.
Rick stopped shagging Tod’s bottom. “What a brat!”
Rick resumed bucking his lean hips. He slithered his left hand up the oilskin of Tod’s back and said, “See if you can take this.” On “this,” Rick pulled Tod’s blondish hair where it parted fuzzily on the right side of the front.
Tod moaned.
Rick kept Tod’s dirty-blond hair bunched in his grip.
“Ah! Ah!” Tod ballyhooed.
“Na, na, na,” Rick warned. “No complaining if you know what’s good for you.”
Tod whimpered.
Rick pulled Tod’s hair more brusquely.
Thanks to Rick’s grip, Tod’s soft face now faced the white ceiling.
Tod whined, “Why don’t you go pull Jennifer’s hair?”
“So you want to be treated like a doll, huh?” Rick said.
“Fuck you!” Tod spat.
“What did you say?”
“I said, ‘Fuck you.’”
“You little rug rat,” Rick answered. As if holding the reins of a horse, he kept his fingers clawed on the ash-blond wisps atop Tod. Rick bucked his pale hips so fast onto the ( of Tod’s rumps that, for a moment, it seemed like Rick would vaporize.
Tod wailed.
“You still want to fuck me?” Rick said.
“I’d rather have your cock catch my germs,” Tod said boldly. “That way, you can catch an infection, and I can get Jennifer pregnant.”
“You incorrigible genius,” Rick said, his bully tone fluctuating wildly. Rick loosened his grip on Tod’s hair and slithered his left hand down the pinkish muscles of Tod’s back. With his right hand, Rick buffeted Tod’s heinie.
“Ugh!” Tom crackled … and jerked forward as if taking a dump.
Cole began to stroke his huge dick downward.
“The luckiest kid in the South,” Rick said, “with a sugar daddy to lend him his wife and home. And Toddy boy gets smart with me?”
Tod glinted back. “I’m not getting smart.”
“No?” Rick cuffed Tod’s butt.
Rump-to-head, Tod’s body wavered like an ocean wave. Again, his delectable nose faced forward.
Slap!
“Stop!” Tod blubbered.
Slap! Slap! Slap!
Even Tod’s hair jittered—and the dirty-blond strands were cropped like wheat stalks sickled to the ground.
Cole let his grip slip off his hot dog. The scene before him was so expertly crafted that Cole began to wonder if Tod and Rick had planned this beforehand.
Tod’s voice cracked. “I need punishment.”
“I bet you do,” Rick grizzled behind one of Tod’s attached earlobes. “After all, you wouldn’t be sneaking to my wife’s bedroom if you had discipline.” Whack on Tod’s right butt!
“Yeah,” Tod said. “Set me straight.”
“And the fox telling me what to do, too,” Rick said. Whack on Tod’s left butt!
“Ouch!”
“You better not whine,” Rick said. “Or else, I’ll give you “this”.”
“Aahhh!”
Cole almost came. Was gay sex this kinky?
Rick’s brogue came out stronger than usual. “You have one serious behavior problem.”
Again, Tod twisted his suave neck back. “No, I don’t.”
“A smart alec, too,” Rick said. He spanked Tod so hard that the thrash sounded like a whip.
Tod’s head shook left, and he grabbed one of the beige throw pillows.
Rick seized the buckskin thing. “No, you don’t.” He threw the pillow right. “You’re not biting any part of this sofa. Want to get me into trouble with my boss?”
“Woof, yes!” Tod said. “Then, I can see you get a good nailing from him.”
“You impudent piece of—” Smack! Smack! Smack!
Cole could barely hold it any longer.
The buckskin cushions of the davenport squashed fast. Rick’s balls, in turn, slapped Tod good and hard—and sounded like horseshoes trotting down a leaf-covered walkway in the distance.
Thicker blobs of glue seeped up Cole’s urethra.
“Uh!” Cole whiffed hornily.
Rick oinked the cry of a hog.
Tod panted like a Daschund.
“Fucking queer wanker,” Rick said. “I can’t believe I’m about to—” He threw his hooded eyes back, squinched them into the eyes of a hawk, and snarled like a wolf in a forest. Rick’s shapely nates scrunched like soccer balls collapsing to an onslaught of fists.
Cole squeezed his bird eggs, desperate to relieve the tension there.
At last, Rick fell on the yellow rug.
* * * *
Tod turned his almond eyes over his right shoulder. “Are you gonna fuck me or what?”
Cole racked his brain for an answer.
“Tell me quick ’cause I’m close,” Tod lipped.
Should Cole open the last third of this Pandora’s box? Should he risk letting the genie out of the bottle? Cole’s head told him, “no!” His sausage and chestnuts whooped, “yes!” “If I weren’t so loaded, I might be able to resist this … thing,” Cole said. “But if I delay any more, I’m fuckin’ gonna explode.”
Back forward, Tod turned his supple face.
Cole slid his tawny feet off his black beach slippers. He knelt behind the sleeping bag of Tod’s body and pressed his erection into Tod’s cleft.
Rick’s whey coated Cole’s dick and squished through the line between dick and tunnel. Rick’s semen was so warm, viscous, and daring.
Cole’s mind almost reeled into a nosedive. How, he wondered, could reproduction get this warped? How could nature allow Cole to enjoy his cock in such a vulgar place?
Cole’s stick fit in Tod’s tube as perfectly as a lightbulb into a socket.
“Bro,” Cole exhaled. “This feels “incredible!”"
Tod turned his sexy eyes back. His pupils were larger than ever. “You like my tush?”
“It’s tighter than the handshake you gave me when we first met,” Cole replied.
“I was real polite, wasn’t I?” Tod said.
“You sure had me fooled.” Cole began the in-out thing. “But tonight, you’ve shown your true colors.”
“You haven’t seen anything, yet,” Tod said. He turned his horny eyes forward and started to hump his heinie’s V of light cream under peach onto Cole’s wiener.
“Fuckin’ junior high!” Cole said.
The beige cushions let out muffled shushes.
Cole sped his thrusts.
“Alright!” Tod said. He pleasured himself underneath, and his butt cheeks jostled like pudding.
Cole slapped Tod’s duff.
“Ahh!” Tod said.
Cole’s Tennessee drawl started to really come out. “You think you can fool people.”
“Don’t know what you mean,” Tod lilted.
“Sure you don’t,” Cole said. “Actin’ straight out there and queer in here.”
“Mmm-hmm! Mmm-hmm!”
Cole growled, “Is that how you attract straight cock into your butt?”
“Uh-huh! Uh-huh!”
“Then, take ma glue,” Cole said. Slap on Tod’s right rump! Slap on Tod’s left rump!
“Harder!” Tod grunted.
“I’m fuckin’ gonna spank your buns* *till they turn to tomatoes!” Slap! Slap! Slap!
“”God!” “Tod screamed.
“You’re a doll,” Cole said. “You know that?”
“How does that make you feel?” Tod talked back.
“Lak fuckin’ your brains out,” Cole gruffed.
“Then, do it!” Tod yelled.
“God, I will,” Cole roared. “God, I will!”
Tod’s rectum kept masturbating Cole’s hot dog. The harder Cole fucked Tod, the harder Tod’s bowels jerked off Cole.
“I see your ass has sucked all of Rick’s spunk,” Cole said. “Here, let me push his cream deeper into you.” Thrust!
Tod shook. “Yeah! Give it to me.”
“That way, you can have some extra nutrition,” Cole drawled. Thrust!
“Deeper!” Tod said.
“Not deep enough?” Thrust!
“Deeper!” Tod said louder.
“You little piece of—” Thrust! Thrust! Thrust!
“Oh, yeah!” Tod said, his voice trembling uncontrollably.
Cole lost it! His dick sprayed one, two, four, “eight” times up Tod’s ass.
Tod tightened and relaxed his anal ring—over and over and over.
Cole kept squirting and squirting and squirting.
Tod quaked as if to a tremor.
Finally, Cole collapsed on Tod.
IV
Cole brimmed with thirst under the noon sun. He picked up his redneck gait, if nothing else, to get to a drinking fountain.
The fiberglass structure neared Cole. On top, the two-story affair read,
Cole fixed his black sunglasses and skimmed the parking lot. So many cars, jeeps, pickups, and SUVs! So many suns on their chrome surfaces.
What if Sheena spotted Cole’s van there—let alone, him? Cole thought. Should he return to his pale-blue van and try to find a weekend assignment elsewhere?
Cole stepped under the green awning of the walkway and hurried into the place.
Two dark-haired men with crew cuts were holding the hands of a woman, and the woman was sandwiched between the guys.
Cole scowled in bafflement.
The men cast their IDs onto the granite counter, and their biceps rippled by their blue tank tops of spandex. The lady had orange leotards of nylon and waist-long curls of apricot.
How was this scene possible? Cole wondered. Weren’t men supposed to fight over women?
The triad glided past the grayish counter, and Tod scanned the IDs.
Cole said, “I didn’t know you work here.”
“There’s a lot you don’t know about me,” Tod replied in his sophomoric voice.
Cole narrowed his eyes on Tod’s T-shirt.
The white-under-tint shirt read,
Cole wanted to see things with his own eyes, but he dared not remove his black sunglasses. How, Cole wondered, could anyone be so open and at ease about being a pansy? Cole decided to brave it. “I see wha you ‘n Rick lured me into what we did last night.”
“What did we do?” Tod said.
Cole playfully backhanded Tod’s forearm.
Tod flashed a saucy grin at the waxed mega-tiles of the white floor—and revealed his white incisors of china.
Cole returned to Tod’s rhetorical question. “You wanted me not to react to that threesome that just passed us, so you trained me on the boat.”
“You need Rick’s assignment,” Tod crinkled with his Piedmont cadence. “You might as well become comfortable with these surroundings.
“I’m not where you’re at,” Cole said. “Far from it.”
“Your wife is in Kentucky,” Tod said, somewhat raising his soft-spoken voice. “I’m sure you can relax your guard here. Besides, Sheena ought to understand your need to make a living.”
“Most wives don’t give their husbands a lot of choices,” Cole piped. “If you had “any “experience in the real world, you’d know that.”
Tod lowered his almond eyes, raised them slowly toward Cole, and spoke with calculation. “I feel your anger.”
“What is that supposed to mean?”
Tod went on, “Anger at being forced to deny yourself for so long.”
“Shut up,” Cole warned.
“I think you resent your wife for that,” Tod said glibly.
“Are you deaf?”
“Rick and I can help you loosen up some more,” Tod said.
Cole glimpsed the empty environs immediately around him and returned to Tod.* *”Is this your way of manipulatin’ men into fuckin’ you?”
“I don’t know what you’re talking about.”
“I bet,” Cole said.
Sounds of dropping weights, whirling machines, and pounding sneakers washed over Tod and Cole like autumn leaves.
Tod whispered, “Rick has another place lined up for us.”
“Now, you’re “really” not gonna see me take off these sunglasses,” Cole said.
“You and I got more in common in bed than you realize,” Tod said.
“What are you gettin’ at?” Cole barked.
“For a man who never gets a rest from being in charge, you ought to know what I mean.”
How could an 18-year-old know so much about the inner workings of a 30-year-old man? Cole thought. Tod was right—so right—but Cole couldn’t admit it to himself.
Tod lilted, “You’re certified to repair electronic equipment, right?”
“Of course!” Cole snapped.
Tod picked up a shiny, black receiver, gargled some nonsense into it, and hung up. “Wait in the lobby—and I advise you to take off those sunglasses if you want Rick’s boss to hire you.”
Reluctantly, Cole bid Tod a nod. Slowly, Cole turned to the white futon of a settee*. *He thought, “How well Tod walks that tightrope between loose and professional.”
Tod hollered, “Don’t forget about Friday night.”
The words hit Cole like lemon drops an eye. If only Cole could talk to Rick about “getting a rest from being in charge.”
V
The log cabin straggled off into the woods. Were it not for the leafy beeches, hemlocks, and hickories, Cole might have seen the other cabins. At least, the waning gibbous moon illuminated the trail of leaves up the foot of the mountain. The leaves crunched under Cole’s brown brogans. Sleek and shoulder-long, Cole’s sandy-brown hair undulated in the cool breeze.
This was the type of getaway that, three years ago, Cole had arranged for his wife. “Man,” Cole recalled, “was Sheena ecstatic at our honeymoon.” Now, Cole found himself at the other side of the coin, and part of him quivered at the implications. Had Tod come along, Cole wouldn’t have felt as jittery. But Rick insisted that Tod “didn’t take charge in bed, except to fuck the occasional girl.” Beyond that, Rick wouldn’t say.
The porch steps of wood rapped to Rick’s black hiking boots and to Cole’s brown brogans. Rick pushed the panel door of hickory, and it creaked open.
Cole strolled past the silver threshold.
Rick ankled into the log cabin and closed the wooden door.
The door squeaked a low oh and clicked shut. Like a mouthful of fizzing soda, a scent of wood shavings prickled Cole’s narrow nostrils.
“Let me guess,” Cole said. “Your boss’s cabin.”
“Nah,” Rick said, “although Henry is about to buy one.” Rick slid the door latch of metal.
The ping tickled the insides of Cole’s ears. Seldom, Cole thought, had he been so sensitive to stimuli. This made Cole feel less manly than usual. Worse, Cole began to relish the feelings that this engendered in him.
Rick clacked past Cole and left the smell of woodruff in his wake.
Cole scratched the tip of his straight nose and lowered his swarthy fingers.
“This is leased,” Rick said. He stopped by the skin-of-tiger print of a loveseat and spun toward Cole.
Cole drawled, “What we’re about to do is highly illegal.”
“That’s why bis and polys are challenging the law books in court,” Rick replied.
“Polys?”
“People who believe in the freedom to have sexually expressed relationships with more than one person at a time,” Rick said. “They’re going to court so that people like us don’t have to do it like this.”
“Do what?”
“Do what your heart aches to do,” Rick said.
Was that an answer or a command? Cole wondered.
Rick continued, “I saw your expression in the boat.”
Cole contorted his oval face in self-disgust. “What expression?”
“When you were fucking Tod,” Rick said. “You couldn’t believe his enjoyment at being stuffed like a wild turkey.”
“I thought you had dozed off—after that wrenchin’ orgasm you had.”
Rick kept at it in that rolling voice of his. “Your eyes said how much you wanted to know how Tod felt.”
Cole didn’t like the sound of that. Yet, he itched for more of those words.
Rick sauntered toward Cole and halted a foot from him.
At six feet, Cole angled his eyes toward the slightly shorter Rick.
“Tonight,” Rick began, “I’m going to make you find out how Tod felt.”
Dipping his forehead, Cole tipped his eyes at Rick and arched his khaki eyebrows.
“Don’t look at me that way,” Rick said. “Why don’t you just admit it?”
“What,” Cole stated.
“You know what I’m referring to,” Rick said.
Cole’s willy hardened at the prospect. But to concede that he wanted to take a break from his role at home was too much—especially, for a masculine guy with rugged good looks.
Rick’s baby blues didn’t let up on Cole’s irises of honey-brown. The lamps of the room glistened on Rick’s cornea as if they were the balls of a Christmas tree. In Rick’s eyes, lust and passion stirred like corn and peas in a roiling boil of soup.
Cole’s heart jiggled like a fighter plane struck by enemy fire. In a jiff, Cole’s blood flew through him as if it were cold water streaming down his esophagus.
Rick’s lax lips inched closer to Cole’s tense lips.
“Don’t,” Cole heaved.
Rick stopped with a jolt. “Say it, then,” he whispered.
Cole’s nut sack blushed, and his penis pulsated as though it were a swollen thumb. “I confess!” Cole shouted. “I wanna suck dick, and I wanna get fucked!”
Rick continued to rock Cole with his eyes of fury.
Suddenly, they kissed—roughly, breathlessly, and inventively. Each set of lips sipped sloppily from the other set of lips. Cole moaned like a piglet starving for milk. And Rick groaned hungrily under his breath. The more they sucked each other’s lips, the more famished and parched they got.
Rick undid the white buttons of his burgundy shirt, the one with short sleeves.
Cole pulled up his horizontally striped polo shirt of black and green.
The men unglued their lips, ripped their shirts off, and slapped their palms onto each other’s backs.
The clothes whumped onto the wooden boards of the polished floor like chunks of snow fallen off two spruce pines.
Rick and Cole pressed their hard pecs together; the guys flickered their tongues; and their tongues fenced as if combatants at a sports championship. The guys’ hard-ons rubbed together through Rick’s black pants and through Cole’s mahogany corduroys.
Cole got a sick feeling in the pit of his stomach. He was crossing a bridge of no return. Sure, Cole had fucked Tod. But getting fucked was another matter.
Rick hoicked himself away from Cole, picked him up, and carried him to the bright bedroom. There, Rick dropped Cole onto the king-size bed.
The mattress uhed as though it were a chap and someone had punched him in the belly.
Rick unhooked his black belt of leather and undid his black pants of cotton.